Old Pain from the TV beating…

Vastus lateralis… it has always hurt… I remember when Tiny got married and I was with Granny, Tiny, Betty and the guys and I stood outside the car and stomped my legs, because they hurt and granny looking at the other adults said… “It’s growing pains”… she knew I had been beaten and lied… so much for grandmotherly love and protection…. just wow… any good memories about her, got dumped in the trash along with the rest of the lying chrisitans….

Today and lately, that muscle has been hurting and it reminded me of the time when it first started hurting…. A memory opened up… and that flower has many more buds waiting to spring open….

This specific muscle group holds the key to my issue when we did the obstacle course at Basic Training and I used my left side to jump for the rope to go over the water trench and nearly fell in… add that memory with the one about the balance beem in high school after that beating and stroke… remember the orange poncho… yep….

I remember that at one time I had the smallest of archs in my feet… I was pretty much flat footed like Don was (dad)…. but…. after the strokes and multiple ones…. the body started seizing and tightening up and 50 years later, I am playing catch up to correct the damage done to those muscles…

When we did our mile this AM before the rain, we had to power walk back to the house, because of the rain and I noticed my left leg was locked at the knee but the right knee was loosey goosey…. and the pain in the left leg hit in the above mentioned muscle…. and the memory of the lie by granny hit between the eyes….

PT tells me, it will always be an issue and that exercise and working at it, will always be a part of the remainder of my life, if I want to stay out of a wheel chair… just wow what christians did to that child at 5 years old… absolutely disgusting humans… more like disgusting human animals…

Sorry the pain just hit hard and it doesn’t feel good… Tried the eliptical to see if that would help, not working… and we have been done with pot for a while… so it looks like a pain pill today if the pain does not quit…

It could mean it’s getting stronger and working to stay in the proper place… the PT worked hard to get that line of muscles down from my hip to my knee to relax and stay in place… it has been twisted since the first brain injury at 5 years old… that’s 60 years of wrong position and I don’t think it likes being worked back into place…

No word from the buyers, we answered all they asked, again, yesterday… hope springs eternal we sell and go home… tired of the hate that is spreading on the island… TMT mess is beyond sad…

No word on Dental implants or why the VA has made me suffer for over a year in pain… nothing new on that front either… christians in government have been playing god, since the government was conceived, now they are just destroying our democracy and laws, so they can become above the laws and live by their man made gods rules…

you do know Moses stole those laws from Africa and he was never involved with the royals or anything the bible says, because the pyramids had been built thousands of years before his birth???

Egypt has proven the Bible is a fake news story… you just have to want to know the truth and not chrisitans form of truth…

The day started, chores to do….hoping for trade winds and milder temps… hoping… we have had good rain and everything is so green and beautiful…. used to be, we would walk every morning and people would wave as they drove by, we have no sidewalks… now it’s ignore you, no eye contact and they don’t slow down… can you guess what group of people are doing that on the island???

Everything has changed because humans put the word holy or sacred on a piece of land that never was theirs… it was always Earths….. True Story…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell…. I keep trying but christians are hell bent of shutting me down…

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie...

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