A Costly Decision….

Dramatic, yes… starting to feel pain, some, nothing I can’t handle… been in non stop pain since I was 5 years old… the right side of my face feeling like it wants to cut its self off and run away… I know the tricks… did the job in the military….

dropping head kind of sigh…………………….. defeated by my own government, because I protested loudly…

they don’t support women and our rights… they are afraid and should be…

What to do… The credit is there for me to have this done on my dime and get it done my way and not by some dumb ass pencil medical pushing doctor at Hilo or Oahu…. honestly, how did they get the jobs to begin with???

Mike reminded me… we have the means, it would just mean the house is no longer for sale and we will be here for 3 to 5 more years, because of the 4th recession I will get to own property through…. had to stay in our last one for 6 years…. becasue of the great recession of 08…. this one coming is going to be so much worse… our government is ass backwards in debt, because of Trump and his corrupt base…

I did the numbers, for me to get this addressed on my dime, it could cost me as much as $20,000 possibly more if I need bone grafts… the cost of a new car…

Called the dentist, so I can get in tomorrow and see if he can remove the root and put me on antibiotics… probably the big reason that area is still sore… my body just displays symptoms that are not the norm… thanks to all those hits upside my head by christians….

I don’t mind living here, its really a nice place, unless the bangers are out… and I stay home mostly, I really don’t get out, except for appts or necessary shopping… socializing doesn’t happen… so I have to like my home alot, to live this way… the move would have changed that…

Right now, get in to see the doc tomorrow and get the root out… let things heal… Mike is raising hell with the senators office… I am finding it hard to talk, as there is no teeth for the air to push against… life just got turned very upside down…

Eye surgery in a couple weeks, I hope nothing stops that… no teeth, no wanna be in public… so eye sight and being able to work on the book and research will keep my sanity… maybe… okay just a smidge…

So now the decisions are up to me… spend another $20,000 on my health care and yep done it before in the last 20 years since I became a 100% DAV… VA health care was good under Obama… now we are back to hurry up, wait, and hopefully not die before you get care….

We filed bankruptcy when Mike got sick, lost everything and had to start over… we have worked so hard to get to this point in our senior years, that now, medical debt on top of everything else, may be too much for us… again…

yep… I made the right choice serving my country…

And I have fought to be heard since my death before I served… Men in power protecting men in power….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…

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