2 years of symptoms, will they disappear now???

We moved here in 2016…. and I kept up with my dental thru the VA, even if I didn’t like the VA… so no drop in care, but not very good care as I am fast finding out….

When the dentist did my checkup 2 years ago, I told him something was screwy with the bridge that just disentegrated on me last night… and he found nothing, but visual exam rarely shows hair line cracks and that is what my bridge had done on both of the live teeth…. it was 16 years old, so I should have known… but…

I was fighting to get answers because of the missing memories and though the answers I sought were great… Stroke, TIA’s, 2 kinds of neuropathy advanced… reality….

it’s all been dental for the last couple of years and I know that by last nights event… I have the tooth in my hot little hands and I can see, with my own instruments…. I have been fighting an infection for at least 3 to 5 years….. and I know this, because of the headaches and face pain, which started before we moved… so El Paso VA missed it at their dental clinic…

The antibiotic will knock it out, it will take the full 7 day dosage and my headaches, and face pain should go away and just go back to normal old fashion stress headaches… and the occasional brain fart abnormal brain wave issue…

The infection has caused fevers, low grade, pain, headaches, sinus issues, and other problems associated with infection… and I missed the signs… because I couldn’t feel the physical pain in my mouth…

A few days and I should be able to use my partials without pain… even though they are not complete, they give me molars to chew food… the dentist will be making up a new one that is complete… so, in theory… I should be able to eat, if my TMJ lets me…

This confab is about one simple fact… knowledge… If Freda, Peggy, Tiny or Don had bother to tell me what happened decades ago…

I would not be living a hell created specifically by christians….

Hope to see neurologist to confirm my suspicion the Trigeminal nerves are involved… nothing you can do, but it would, oh, so explain, so many decades of pain and the gradual loss of feeling in my mouth and tissue… fascinating subject neurology… got a feeling I am right about this too… hopefully PT can teach me some exercises to help, already do one they showed me for my TMJ…

Fingers crossed I don’t lose to much more weight… a couple more pounds… but I really don’t want to see anything south of 135…. scarecrow with walking dead face, not a pretty picture… scare the hell out of my dogs…an me…

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Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…