PTSD, stress and triggers have changed…

Before, when stressed with health and financial issues… I was a quick draw on the temper…. still am if I am hungry… never stand between a woman and her food… true story…

It’s obivous to me, I have been fighting infection for a few years… and only because of my healthy lifestyle or genetics… It didn’t kill me… mouth is the worse place to have infections, so near the brain….

Haven’t had any hot head flush’s today, not one… antibiotics on board now 48 hours and I could palpitate my gum and tissue and bone and not scream in pain… and I got my upper partial in, it’s not comfortable, but its not like a wrap on broken ribs kind of feeling…

So I was right and have been right every time… you realize I am dealing with licensed health care professionals in America… I’m not in any 3rd world country…. I am living in America and getting American health care that all the candidates are so hot about….

You do know I am 100% service connected… Priority 1 for VA health care????

Why aren’t those candidates making sure veterans are getting what we earned, before giving health care away???

And why did it take from 2009 till 2018 to get a Rectocell procedure??? as a woman, I know what it feels like to have a dick… plus I can pick them out of any crowd…. ya know???

So my mouth being an issue under the VA’s care is not surprising… and very telling of government run health care…

When I paid for it myself, I got the best, even though the clinics were not the most expensive… I still got good care… Not so under the VA and I am walking proof of that with my dental….

May 2018 my dentist requested implants… I now sit with no teeth on one side of my mouth, upper or lower… because some pencil pushing federal employee is playing god…

Ya know… as a god, since humans are the only gods on this earth or any place near it…. I would so like to punish those who sin….

This is god speaking… Watch your back…. I am taking the knives out of my back and returning them…

or I’ll just pray your god gives you a healthy taste of life as a disabled person… hope springs eternal…

Both actions have no impotence… just as all gods do…..

I Remember… Margie….