Enough Already…. I am in control!!!

Enough of the rants… nothing you can do about corrupt christians in government… started working civil service when I was 17 years old as a GS2…wow that was a long time ago… I saw corruption at that time and saw it up till I walked away from my last federal job in 1996…. Trump just puts the corruption front and center…..

I know this is going to cost me money… If I want my health, I have no choice… regardless the fact that I was awarded 100% service connected disability from the Veterans administration… I will never truly get good care for one reason only….

I am a whistle blower… did it several times when still working and have filed a couple IG complaints against the VA system… When I filed the one against the El Paso VA, my health care changed… that was 2011 and it has been a non stop fight to get my care… federal employees have some kind of black ball system that targets you… the patient… because you called out their corruption… you showed the hands in the cookie jar… and boy did I show the hands…

I guess I have no one to blame but myself… I truly thought Truth, Justice, Laws, Morals, Integrity actually had meaning, until I realized those in charge are “CHRISTIANS”….. and it’s cost me every time I call out the corrupt…

While I was ranting, Mike was on the phone with the senator, he tells me after I am done writing… and I nearly went off on him… asking why bother???

They will put a man on a plane for the most minor medical issue and me… I have a life threatening issue that has been ongoing for over a year, by the blog notes… wow… they really do want me dead… who ever is scared of me remembering the past… really does not want that information to make the light of day… paranoid… you live on the lack of sleep I am getting right now…!!!

I examined the X-ray, I do know how to read them… did the job… and bone, it all looks good, but that doesn’t explain the blood in the back of my throat or the other weird taste on occasion… so that tells me, something else is going on with my dental, I just don’t have a smart enough dentist to deal, or because he only gets paid for doing what the VA authorizes, he is not allowed to do or say more… seen that before, with the VA pencil pushers… they play god… not about the paitent… it’s about the dollars…just wow…

My biggest thing, get a functioning partial so that I can have speech… right now, it’s too painful because I bite the inside of my cheek trying to talk… gives hubby a break from the prattle….

I know how to keep things healthy, and the amoxicillin was the right drug, even if the dentist thinks no infection… doubt he knew what a fistula was when I mentioned it… how did they graduate school???

And from what the surgeons office said, even if we are here for implants… 2 years…. from start to finish… because of scheduling… yep, VA takes real good care of it’s patients on the island of Hawaii, if you are a man!!!…

I am so thinking of jaws in that Bond movie… would love a row of metal teeth and just line the men up and let me at em!!!!

Sgt. USAF DAV