I Give Up…. past Uncle!!!

Ya know there are days I wonder what people see when I send an email or text… am I missing something by not being more informative… kind of thought I was doing that already, but I guess not….

Communication and words are important… and the biggest key, don’t interpert anything anyone else says for anything more than what the words that are spoken or written mean per the dictionary… your interpertation is just that and has value to you only……..

Problem is… we have religion that takes words and makes up definitions for those words, which are now a conflict in the brain… and there comes the alcohol, drugs, sexaul and physical abuse, the lying, stealing and cheating and my fav…. rape and murder…okay 2 favorites…words are words… we chose how to understand those words… why do you think lawyers get paid so much???

I thought the email I sent to my realtor said we would reduce price for the next few weeks and if no offers, we come off the market…

This has been the most erractic house listing I have ever had… and some of that is on me… the rest, communication….

So, after the email I just read… the buyers who were here yesterday, put an offer on another property…. and the ones we countered… are in lala land… so she is asking are you in or out… and if they are out…

We are officially off the market….

I think I have one sigh of relief in me… barely one…

Frustrated… never worked remotely with anyone in real estate, before… always knew who I was hiring and they lived in the same town…not so this time around and that is okay… this was a dry run and it cost us about a thousand out of pocket…

But we are ready to list next year, when we move back to the mainland… which is what I wanted to do to begin with, but hubby was paranoid about leaving the house empty… so you can guess who is making decisions now…

My money, my VA loan, MY CHOICES!!!! so over ignorance from any quarter….

Post op on eye went well… it is annyoing, itchy, scratchy and still blurry vision… but I can wear my glass’s and see okay, plus, my eye is still dilated 24 hours later….

Looking forward to doing the next eye and be done with this part of my journey to put Margie back together….

No more having to make things look spotless, we can relax and just live until we leave Hawaii… and that will depend on Dental and recession… we could very well be stuck here, only time will tell on that part of the journey…

As for having that root extracted right before surgery… was told today, I made the right choice to not have it done so close to eye surgery… sometimes I just go with the gut feeling…

I had read about that possible complication and had told the surgeon that when I talked to them a week before yesterday’s eye surgery… they couldn’t get me in, till 2 days before eye surgery and any swelling would have impacted my eye… so good call…

VA doesn’t know anything about my eye surgery, because I am using my medicare… so I can only imagine the bull shit gossip that will be generated at the Hilo VA office, because I didn’t jump on the extraction 2 days before eye surgery… gossip is what usually exposes the corrupt employee… now if the senator’s aid is reading my blog… she’ll know who to be aware of… but people have to do a job and frankly, doubt I will ever find out who the female employee at Hilo VA is that is sabotaging veterans health care because of her thin skin… damn that sounds just like any christian I ever met or Trump….

Regardless, that bucket of shit I keep falling in, seems to be keeping my ass on the road to discovery and not 6 feet under….

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie….