Need a Directional Finder???

Anyone with a TBI can relate to this, especially if you had a severe one….

You are either a planner or you live in chaos… and most, from what I have been exposed to with head injuries… most of us are planners… we like things orderly, only because… the TBI introduced Chaos into our minds.

Getting my memories back has helped with the chaos… getting the oral infection that was spreading under control also helped with the brain… and being able to tell the difference between an abnormal brain wave and it’s symptoms and the weirdness of hot flash’s from menopause… just a FYI ladies… doc told me, hot flash’s can last up till the day you die… True Story… (I nearly decked the lady when she said that, true story)…..

But when the abnormal brain wave happens, I get chaos, like a seizure, which is why I am willing to have Neuro do more extensive EEG tests… I know I can control this, with knowledge… I hope…

Doc has ordered a full CBC plus for the next physical in a few weeks… I am curious… any sign of infection left??? thyroid numbers staying consistent??? eh… that’s the only questions I got.. oh an white count….

Outside hanging laundry and the halo in my lower right peripheral vision… hoping that settles down in time… or sun glass’s are a definite purchase… no new eyes, till a month after both surgeries… so new eyes, maybe in November… which, by the way… the VA is suppose to decide if they are doing implants???

I mean this pencil pusher is pushing for a lawsuit… not being able to chew, is killing my hiatal hernia which likes to move around and that is creating real health issues…

Mike, I keep informed, so he knows what and who to go after… diary, not so much…. food and I not on friendly terms again…

We are talking of options… VA should give us info in a couple months… Senator should be able to tell me why I had to suffer for over a year…. doctor ordered consults for neck and trigeminal nerve and neurology… so lots appointments will happen while here… and maybe more answers….

If no implants, we ship our stuff home in the spring, I pay that off, and we follow a few months later, making our move as debt free as possbile… so glad we got kids who can unload a container into storage, back home…

Another year on Hawaii, and in the news, business are going under because of the protestors… property being built, and they have to sell because the job is gone… protestors are thinking of themselves only and this is really going to cost all of us here, because of them and Trumps tariffs….

Hot outside, kept the house closed all day and night, to humid to open… and it’s stayed nice and cool in the house last night, in fact, we were under blanket by morning… so the AC does do a good job, with a little strategic fan placements….

I am hoping the mood changes on the island, but it’s been this ugly since we moved here 3 years ago… the Aloha, like the seniors tell us… is gone and it is evident in some areas…

No migraines, no hot heat in the brain… and thanks to my sinus clearing up, I can taste and smell everything… needless to say, cleaning is being done… and air purifier is running….

Still trying to figure my bite out… I have gotten better at a different resting position, but that’s only because my eye wakes me up itching and I am more focused on that, than the jaw…. can’t win… honest… caught myself rubbing my eye at 2AM… oh joy…

Still can’t tolerate the heat and humidity… so the house is my prison, unless in the car… with AC… the neuropathy is taking it’s toll and the numbness in the maxillary, is more pronounced with the missing teeth, but it’s been like that since 1967 and the near death and stroke….

Chores to do, things noted… Twitter is fun, waiting for that day, when they shut me down… as for Word Press, until I can see up close and read the stuff for this site, I’m not sure what the issue is… just very tired of signing in, when I NEVER signed out….

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie….