Half glass full….

Never really got that saying or many other droll sayings, that are just brain candy… much like religion is… so is poetry, science, fantasy…. so much brain candy out there…it’s hard to chose….

Post op day… I keep seeing a ball of something come in my line of vision… doc called it gunk, that should dissolve… as for the floaters and other things… a laser may be in my future… but the vision eye test, shows my vision is improving in the right eye… another week of all drops, and we drop to steroid drops till I go back for the last post op, just before the next eye surgery…. wow, another month on top of this month… oh joy………..—

Filling up the pantry and freezer… means I only have to go anyplace, if I have too… works for me, till I have teeth…

I know things will get done, because I won’t back off pushing for them… at some moment in time, I have to take the lead and do the documentation and make a statement, signaling, it’s documented… like we did, when we got VA Hospital directors fired…. you know those jobs are presidential appointments… helped to get 2 fired… and still paying for raising the hell… oh well….

Not the first time the rug has been pulled out from under me… we are set, where we are at… AC is blasting… outside noise no longer an issue… freezing in the living room, so we can cool whole house… lil blankie near my chair…. dogs are happy though… only outside to do what they need…

What gets me, with all the negative lately… no depression… a little pissed, annoyed and disappointed… but no depression… maybe that is why I am dreaming again… the guard is down… acceptance has entered the playroom…. only time will tell…..

Tried shopping in different stores, nice change of pace… but stocking up is what I am doing, so, I can just hide for the time being… I wouldn’t recommend this… I have things that keep me busy… couch potato, not in this house….

For now, it’s be entertained by the brainless wonders in the white house and U. S. Senate… seen this act before with Nixon and the Republican corruption under Reagan… so for me, its brain candy… in a weird way….

Try and gather proof the VA in Hilo is messing around and hope I can get someone to listen… with Trump in charge, seen this before in government, when the leader is a fuck up, the mice play to their hearts content… remember… I started my federal service in 1971…. I walked away from it in 96, fed up with the corruption…. so, yea, it’s brain candy and I told you so attitude… with just a hint of swagger…..

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…