Figuring it out, to save my own ass…..

Peers, hmmmmm, naw, guess you could say I gave up on peers, after the gossip… so nope they didn’t help….

Kids, hmmmm, some lessons learned, my life put at risk to save theirs, rewarding??? I’ll get back to you on that one….

Husbands, hmmmmmmmmmmm… well there has been 6…. The first one cheated on me… the 2nd one was stuck on himself… the 3rd one, fell in love with the wrong woman, same for the 4th… the 5th, no good answer on that one… now number 6…..

25 years married, and we still really don’t know each other… he has secrets and I’ve always known that… people back home do like to gossip… the favorite saying back there… “you don’t lose your wife or girlfried or man, you just lose your turn”… I still find that amusing….. but it’s true….

Ups and downs… we both have them… we do and say what we shouldn’t, only because of frustrated with our selves… and sometimes absorbed with ourselves…. got to have me time once in a while….

With hubby, he has been hearing my stories and suspicions since we got married and when I got my memories back and confronted the family…. any doubt he had, as they say… left the building…. once the MRI & MRA…. I too had to accept the truth….

So far every diagnosis I pushed for, that I told Mike ahead of time would be… has been 100% accurate… both of the neuropathies…. recent infection… which by the way, I can feel my nose again… sinus infection for over a year… and it really works… the nose that is… I bitched about my eyes, my teeth, the numbness, the pain, the headaches, yada, yada, yawn……. and I started that bitching in 1977…. 5 years after leaving my parents house….

40 years to get answers… our American health care system failing on a massive scale….

I have a gift… I use it daily…… Sometimes I get it right and I save my own ass… sometimes I see it right and save yours… as I did with Mike…

Funny, all the obstacles in my way, over the decades… seem to be such small players in a bigger picture of me saving my own ass……

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie….

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