Harnessing my Frustration…

If I didn’t think my neighbors would call the cops, I would let loose one hell of a scream…. only because…. my vision is all over the place….

I don’t know what I expected… but this, wasn’t it…..

One minute I can see the computer screen, good enough to read it… but not well enough to get online and do research… which I am itching to do….

According to the post op, this will go on for several weeks and once that eye starts to settle down, you are getting the other eye operated on and get to start all over again….

I do my cooking by habit and smell, can’t tell certain things when I am cooking, so far, we are both gaining weight, so, guess it’s all good….

As for research, or learning all this new software… not going to happen any time soon…

It frustrates me, because, I have to do something repeatedly, before I have it down and don’t struggle… always been that way, since Texas and the stroke at that moment in time…

Mike is letting me take over the lead on this move… and until I get word what the VA is doing… we know, no more today, than yesterday…. it’s like waiting for this…. FIGMO…. anyone military gets this…..

Called dental clinic and requested new partial… so in a couple months, should have a new one… oh joy for the next couple of months hiding…

Gray kind of day and not sizzling hot, yet…. wet… plenty of wet….everything is flourishing and I hear the bird song on the wind…. and 2 chickens outside my fenced yard… pups sound aspleep at my feet… yep, nice day on Hawaii…..

I have lots of frustration to deal with for a while… but I’ll get answers in the process too…. and for the first time in over a year… the area of bone that had been hurting… seems to be done, once the offending root was removed… infection for over a year…. wow…. at least I got a MRI out of it and that gave me more answers and more questions…..

So lots of frustration… but lots going on too… enough so, we won’t be to bored…. told Mike, time for him to go play some golf and goof off…. he’s earned it… so cooler weather, any time you are ready……

I am working to make the frustration work for me… in little things, and conversations with those in charge… always heard you could attract lots more with honey, than you can with acid…. so I am trying the honey…. time will tell if it works… It won’t work on people like Trump…. no one has that kind of patience…. to put up with the green acres president…..

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell…. because of men in power, protecting men in power…. and women keep letting them do it…. you can’t fix stupid, stupid has to want to fix it’s self…..

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie….

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