Never give up….

Depression, can be the worse thing in your life, especially if you have no skills to be able to cope and you rely on religion or internet searches or social media…. all of which, can make depression worse… not better….

When I had questions, I asked… I rarely got any answers that related or helpful… but, I still asked questions…. Even after the way mental health treated my 6 year old, after rape… because it was more important to protect Vance AFB….

Depression is something I have lived with for over 50 years….. My memory tells me, I started experiencing depression around 5 years old….

It walked with me, slept with me, impacted me, made choices for me, led me down different paths in life…. yet… I wouldn’t let depression own me… it tried… damn, did it ever try…. but….

That light at the end of the tunnel, I knew it was reachable… I just had to find the answers that worked for my brain…. not my faith, not my beliefs… but what my brain would accept and I wouldn’t fight…. and once I got the religion out of the brain….

The rest is history… and yet I marvel at the lives lost, because they believe in a god…. and our brains are programmed to go thier… this belief in gods…

Our brains are also capable of reasoning out truths from fantasy….

We just have to chose to not fear life…. and let life fear us… an you can’t do that, if you fear a god….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie… if you feel the need to hurt yourself or anyone or anything else… please seek help… you are worth it….

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