My Escape Plan….

Don’t got one… but… I do love to sit and go off on a trip in my mind…

Sometimes it can take me away for a few minutes…

Sometimes it can take me away for a few hours….

And I just let the imagination grab hold of any thought and let it run….

I have been playing specific type of games on the PC to make my eyes track moving objects… and that allows me escape… and enjoyment, till my wrist tells me I am done…

Some call my escape meditation… As a child, it’s what I used to survive what was transpiring in plain sight and behind closed doors… I never will understand anyone turning a blind eye to abuse… but we did put a rapist in the white house…

Still looking for that depression that should have taken up residence by now… waiting for that short fuse to let go… anything… and I got nada…

Talked with dental clinic yesterday and started that process… been out and about and people were so nice… again, it was early, had to do a fasting blood test… think we found the time and days to do our shopping…

I am using the down time constructively and I am using the active time, to work back what the down time took…

Mentally, it’s just wait and watch…. and most of all hope… but, not all of any of this is out of my control…

we can leave here any time we chose… it’s just not the right time, at this specific moment in time…

Maybe that is why no depression… I have options….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie….

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