Stroke knowledge….

Dec 26th, 2018… I found out via MRI I had a stroke and TIA on the brain…

I didn’t know???

The nightmares, the diagnosis of PTSD, the weakness that became evident after major surgery last year…. the missing memory…. and catching Freda & Peggy & Tiny & Larry in lies….

It’s only been 9 months next week, since I learned the truth….

When I told Mike the story about Big Springs, Texas on Nov 7, 2017… that triggered my death memory….

By that time, I had decades of nightmares, and obviously, the VA said I had PTSD and clinical depression… but no one could tell me why????

When the Airmen killed those 26 people in Sutherland Springs….

It was Air Force, Airmen & Texas….. those 3 things were the key to letting Margie out of her prison for the last 50 years…..

So much up and down emotionally… the knowledge that my nightmares were events in my life, that I really wanted to deny….

Once the MRI & MRA were done…. I had to face the reality I was hated from the day I left the womans womb to this moment in time…. for one reason only….

I told the truth and that jepordized Fredas affair, my half sister and all the secrets Peggy & Larry would like me to forget….

My life was expendable…. as was my military career….

People in power, saying they are christian… just so they can weld that power… that is the only god in existence….. Human…..

I have no contact with my birth family… I hold the key to their so called respectable lives…. I am the evidence they wish would be 6 feet under….

How pathetic the religious truly are…..

Knowledge of the stroke is taking me longer to adjust too… I have had 6 major surgeries, where I could have stroked out on any one of those… because no one told me…. I gave birth to 2 kids, with complicated pregnancies…. and I served the nation for 5 1/2 years…… yet I knew nothing of the strokes or near death….

Near death is heart stopping.. those religious will say it denotes life… It does not…. My brain kept going, that is what denotes life… but not to the psychos who believe in a mythological god… just a FYI, there is nothing in death, no family, flowers, song, heaven or hell…. just total and complete darkness and Freda… you need to stay scared, that is what awaits you old woman…..

After the eye surgery… will be checking in with my doctor about anything I need to do, like baby aspirin, yada, yada, yawn….

Knowledge is power and the only thing that makes mortal humans into gods…. some use that knowledge to control others and they say slavery is dead in America… not according to those who THINK they have a say about my female body….

You can’t fix stupid, stupid has to want to open it’s mind and as long as you buy into gods… your growth will be limited…. that is a fact written in psychology…which can be proven… your gods… not so much…..

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember…. Margie….