Life goes on….

For decades I made the effort to keep in touch with my birth family… not so with them… and as my memories open up, I see the workings of a deranged mind… and my thoughts flash to Trump and his killing of the Kurds… Vietnam all over again….

We all know we can’t change the past… what happened 1 second ago is done, you can redo, but you can’t take it back…. life goes on…..

Had to do blood for the doc, concern over a thyroid level… so had to skip all the supplements for a couple days… so the reading would be true… sugar will be up, I think, I was asleep though, but I think I got a hand full of candy corn during the night… taste in my mouth was the give away… but the blood should be normal, other than sugar level…. ooooops….

Did my 3D mammogram… medicare covers it… that too should be normal…. we did DNA testing, I don’t carry the gene for breast cancer…. I was just exposed to Agent Orange….

We are in town early, everyone busy getting their day started, a easy feeling in the air… and it dawned on me… they are celebrating Columbus day and that was why the lab was closing at noon…. so people were off work…. and it was nice… and friendly… though one banger ruined, when in traffic….

Hubby is building himself a greenhouse… he’s out doing his shopping and doing what he likes to do, play in his yard….

Looking at all the growth the fauna has done this year, tells me, by the time we do leave here… this house will not be seen from the road… or the only next door neighbors… privacy at it’s best….

Since we will be here much longer, I plan to pursue the specialist using my medicare… just one thing at a time… as I am only seeking confirmation of what I already know things are… the neck and nerve… just getting them to back up my diagnosis…. no hurry, already do what I can for the issues related and PT, looks like that will be medicare too… so over VA death care here on Hawaii……

Keep doing my exercises, have to, no choice… find that out ever time I am restricted on activity for more than a few days… the weakness spreads rapidly and I have to start over as if I hadn’t been working out… it’s that progressive…..

Told hubby, NEVER remind me, halloween candy is in the store… I’m full, an he loves the stuff and doesn’t gain weight… not fair….

Every once in a while a sound or smell will trigger a vague memory… can’t tell if I have a road block up and am not letting it come forward… or am I going to need hypnosis… guess we won’t find that out… either I will or won’t remember the rest….

Day warming, breeze in the air, sound of birds… no construction or road noise… time for some relaxing….

Aloha

I Remember… Margie….